Falling apart - you've broken my heart more than most to take it too far I stare at the stars and I think of you I know that it's hard we're both falling apart both of our lives may be ending tonight

what you thought that you had it's all in the past now take it back before you run out of luck broke and high protein i'm going to see the pain inside my heart remains but it's all worth it I know this for sure taking it further how could you get away with murder how could you doing this to me after everything how could you do this to me after everything everything

i need to find a way to rewind the time so i can reclaim all i left behind i need to find a way to rewind the time so i can get back what is mine

look at me... trying so hard to get over you the chance i'll make it through is so gone you don't have any cigarettes? that's okay i got a few and i can share with you but only if you' want me to dropping out of school swimming in your pool oh i miss those days i regret those days so much trying too hard to impress you for him it was too easy to undress you i hate that fuck oh i hate that fuck i'm ready to take my own life you've already handed me the knife you wont see me ever again i've wrote you about a 100 songs hell i still think i got one of your thongs i'll throw it away just like you threw me away oh it's easy to miss your face you've been passed around all over the place i'm sorry but i'm ashamed im so fucking ashamed of you oh it's tooo easy to miss those eyes you've been passed around by too many different guys i'm sorry but i'm ashamed i'm ashamed that i lost you

my hearts on fire i dont think it should be but something inside my chjest i cant seem to to get ito rest its nothing like the feelings i felt when i was with you problems i would escape like nothing new

you dont know what its like you just go on living life blind i dont know whatyour gonna do when you run out of luck but i will be there i sswear i will be there so dont you worry cause i know what i will do please just ask me what that could mean my love is blind i know i cant rewind my time thats left on earth has run its course i dont know but i wish i could explore the world and get outside more but i stay right here i dont even mind or what the hell halpened to everyoine no one remembers how to have some fun its not about that life you chose then why would you just forget what that was now you dont know what haoppened to everyoine its all about that life you chose then why would you just foirget what that was noiw you dont know all i had to do was look and i did

4/17/12, 7:23 AM Did you ever think it could be like its become Never even thoughmet i would be numb Flipped outside down youve turned right from wrong Like some song and despite the fact im gone I cant keep living this way No one knows what im trying to say I have no clue. so what do i do.i don know whatever you do the feelings wont go All the problems i played the through Jtheres nothing im afraid to do Afraid to say the games you played Cracked my heart llike an egg Whos to say you had the right of way No one can come close to making the grade

i know sometimes you feel its hard to deal with the things that you know in your heart wont go away and i can tell you that its all okay but i dont want to lie no i cant do it that way you could feel hurt inside but youd still know that you lied i cant live that way no not today or anyother day no not that way

I know its hard enough I know its hard but i cant wait i know that you wont come back I know its hard I know its hard The things i did The ways i broke it If i miss you hard enough I wont wish i cld just die

when you left me i went mad now i try to hide dont feel the same anymore but do i adore trying so hard not to think about anything else but you when youre out looking around i hope it hurts your eyes if you just try i lost my mind when you left me behind i dont know what to do i dont know to do what are you trying to say i dont know why woiyou would leave me here im so fucking stuck aand i cant think of anything else but you just leave me alone i promise you ill do the same thing tired of these simple dreams? they are all the same

4/17/12, 7:23 AM Did you ever think it could be like its become Never even thoughmet i would be numb Flipped outside down youve turned right from wrong Like some song and despite the fact im gone I cant keep living this way No one knows what im trying to say I have no clue. so what do i do.i don know whatever you do the feelings wont go All the problems i played the through Jtheres nothing im afraid to do Afraid to say the games you played Cracked my heart llike an egg Whos to say you had the right of way No one can come close to making the grade

What you see will eventually become part of this life's dream. What to do? Have you lost your way? When that happens we have to take a good long look at our selves. Only death awaits you all, but do not fear. For it is through death that a new spirit energy is born. Soon, you will live again as a part of me. Look always to the internal flow of time which is far greater than the span of human life. These days, all it takes for your dreams to come true is money and power. Seeing that makes me... it just makes me think about my life. Hearing your stories has added upon me yet another sin. More nightmares will come to me now. Too much hope is the opposite of despair... An overpowering love may consume you in the end. A little fear will control the minds of the common people. There's no reason to waste money on them. A memory is something that is consciously recalled. That's why sometimes it can be mistaken or wrong. It's different from a memory locked deep within your heart. Something bothers me. I think it's your way of life. You don't get paid. You don't get praised. Yet, you still risk your lives and continue on your journey. Seeing that makes me... it just makes me think about my life. Hearing your stories has added upon me yet another sin. More nightmares will come to me now. Too much hope is the opposite of despair... An overpowering love may consume you in the end.

//// ???? wish me farewell this time alone will be hard. the golden rabbit looks with the fragile in your arms hold him tighter dreams promise nothing. she had it all the time alone will be hard without you here to care for me fuck my life im so close to empty ive reached the end but who has sent me? you gave me answers to everything we cared to know wake up please? everyone is gone you are all alone losing light losing feeling wake up PLEASE?! everyone is gone you are all alone but you have those drug free shoes

it could be this easy if you know who you are nobody klnows buut you look like your lost too far in the woods you dont do what you shoul;d i know that i wont ammount to anything in this town gotta get away as quick as i canm and if you help me i promise you i will hang up stop stop stop stop

things could be so easy? why wont you believe me? could have shown you but I was looking for something else love was the only thing that's kept me alive it could of been so easy why wont you believe me now? i could only wish to change it all looked like you just saw a ghost cold night times, morning im toast all the sins i commit left me feeling like this so I sin I sin I sin no chance to repent so again and again i dont know it will end dont know what to do anymore? i have to face the odds aint got nowhere to go im prepared to face god i have to face these gods i aint got nowhere to go now im prepared to face god but what am I scared for? my hearts been through a part of you my hearts been through parts of you this hearts been through part of you hearts been through parts of you i have to face the odds I aint got nowhere to go i have to face the odds I aint got nowhere to go i have to face the odds I aint got nowhere to go i have to face the odds I aint got nowhere to go

Why would i want to die? Why do you have to lie? I dont know but you do Why would you want to lie? Why do i want to die I dont know Obviously there is somthing wrong she doesnt love you manymore but you stay strong

It could have fallen into your lap our time will revive itself from the dead could only think about you truth .it hurts more than the void you leave for me to bleed beneath the floor i dont want you to die all i could believe is so

the continental drift is pushing me away further from your touch and warmth shifting plates of rock moving land and love across a distant mass of sea and dirt like a melody i lack a longing but not attached to a song that floods my thoughts with whoa dying i am standing without my legs reaching without my arms but only with my eyes to see you i have distance in my lungs and some words i cant speak out yeah im sinking into doubt the continental drift is pushing you away further from my touch and warmth and as i swim through quite words and rhymes of hopes to find some solid ground to walk upon cause this ink is dripping in to a ocean of metaphors and the waves crush down on me so hard dying i am becomming like the glass sinking past the clear transparent so my eyes cant see you i have distance in my lungs and a song i drown out im sinking into doubt i tried walking towards you but i couldnt see the ground below my feet or the street

1/11/13, 1:52 PM is this a dream? is this how it seems? i wont know my motivation is so clouded it might as well be gone nothing left but a heartbeat and a song love for you wot ever go away ican tell u that the fear is gaining control "dont let it take over your whole head" why do i wish i was dead? idk i promise you what i said is true when i was telling u on the phone i still hold it to my chest and i i just hope and pray alone and lay here today or tomorrow nothing to borrow i know this old sorrow is hollow broken& nothing left to follow should i leave? i beg, you tease me quit giving me these mixed signals how do you do that ? do i bother you? actually i hope i do cuz you bother me you never leave me alone i cant sleep i cant sleep i cant speak i cant sleep how can you sleep

What you see will eventually become part of this life's dream. What to do? Have you lost your way? When that happens we have to take a good long look at our selves. Only death awaits you all, but do not fear. For it is through death that a new spirit energy is born. Soon, you will live again as a part of me. Look always to the internal flow of time which is far greater than the span of human life. These days, all it takes for your dreams to come true is money and power. Seeing that makes me... it just makes me think about my life. Hearing your stories has added upon me yet another sin. More nightmares will come to me now. Too much hope is the opposite of despair... An overpowering love may consume you in the end. A little fear will control the minds of the common people. There's no reason to waste money on them. A memory is something that is consciously recalled. That's why sometimes it can be mistaken or wrong. It's different from a memory locked deep within your heart. Something bothers me. I think it's your way of life. You don't get paid. You don't get praised. Yet, you still risk your lives and continue on your journey. Seeing that makes me... it just makes me think about my life. Hearing your stories has added upon me yet another sin. More nightmares will come to me now. Too much hope is the opposite of despair... An overpowering love may consume you in the end.

our these beds our graves? everythings turned sideways the moment will come i swear its true i promise you