you think i'm gone why am i always wrong i never do anything good i think its time i prove myself wrong so keep your eyes closed i wont be too far away all those times you'd say that you'd be better off that way just keep your eyes closed i'm never to up to anything i just sit my poor room i'm never to up to anything i just sit my poor room so keep your eyes closed i wont be too far away all those times you'd say that you'd be better off that way just keep your eyes closed i like looking though windows at night i like looking though windows at night i like looking though windows at night i like looking though windows at night i like looking though windows at night it keeps everything real perfect in my sight i like looking though windows at night it keeps everything real perfect in my sight

when the sun came up today i tried to talk to you, you said hell no. no way as long as i can just get you here you'd be a completely different person, and you know this my dear just what are you trying to prove? either way i can guarantee that you will loose out in the house or on the move you're a fucking tool talk all the shit you want it's not affecting me i think that's pretty immature of you, don't you agree? you haven't changed at all but you think you have you're a little fucking kid that's just way too sad what the fuck am i doing i must be crazy clinging on too hard now aren't i baby? i fooled myself about a week ago but the jig is up and i have the desire to know next time before you disappear give me a heads up we can play kings cup and get drunk like you always do i don't want to know about the next guy that you screw "so anytime i feel like i'm starting miss someone i can get a bag go home and get spun" what a terrible way to live don't you think? stay up for a whole week with not even a wink i should have killed you when i had the chance i couldn't tell you were dangerous at the first glance i was blinded by your face but it locked my soul into dark place you disgust me, you must not trust me i'll manipulate you back and then i'll let you down you disgust me, you must not trust me i'll manipulate you back and then just let you down i'll manipulate you back and then just let you down

if you want me to go all you have to do is say so i'm sorry for trying to stay i just couldn't let you walk away i thought you were my true love just like angel from the heavens above but these feelings don't remain because you are no longer the same if think about you everything gets really blue my stomach starts getting sick you are just like any other chick and baby i can move on too even after everything you put through i've been actually quite in a great mood except when my mind thinks about you it was over before it even began so im getting myself a new plan i really think that you have quite a few problems it wouldn't even be that hard if you just tried to solve them why i tried to so hard i have no clue why you don't try at all, it's because we are through just push me away your clouds are grey you push me away when the clouds are grey you push me away the clouds are gray just push me away when clouds are gray cause i hate you oh i hate you i fucking hate you and i hate you oh i hate you i fucking hate your guts and i hate you oh i hate you i fucking hate you oh i hate you oh i hate you i fucking hate your guts

taking you down with this and i tell myself to hold on putting your arms on me is the best damn thing i could see i love you taking you down with this and i tell myself to hold on putting your arms around me is the best damn thing i could see running around i knew she was up with myself i swear too i love you should of known better to stay asleep walk the streets all drunk and weak should of known better the first time around not to trust that girl from this town should of known better to stay asleep wake up girl i wish we would meet punching walls is all i had but now i wish so hard i could tell you i love you

why haven't you come? its been 10 long days You know i need you my darling so why wont you stay? i cant handle the stress you're causing its a price im going to pay come back to me and ill let you have it anyway so take everything away don't leave a thing to me id rather if i never had to see your face again so take everything away no feelings left for me id rather if i never had to see a thing again all my life i tried and got nothing

I can't believe your resorting to drugs You're starting to remind me of someone I once was 3 years ago would you recognize yourself? one of these days you'll admit you need help So go get drunk again with that best friend The chances of you living are getting so slim

I followed you to the reactor then I followed you home followed you until midnight oh whats become of you

i believe that the future holds infinite hope for all of us so no matter what the odds are, however slim the chance is i will always try to hold on to that hope no matter what the odds are i will always hold on to that hope a life time to build / a moment to destroy will human beings ever become masters of creation we're only destined for destruction we are only destined for destruction i would never want to give up on something with out at least trying what about you what would you have done in my place would you still have drawn a fortune if you already knew what it was going to say if you already knew what it was going to say a life time to build / a moment to destroy will human beings ever become masters of creation we're only destined for destruction we are only destined for destruction

Oh please come and save me from myself All the flowers in the world could never help Because she's gone she's not coming back You're on your own again shes gone all alone again shes gone on your own again shes gone all alone again You said you'd be back but for now you're gone so i'll sit and ponder how long it will be til you're back in my arms again cause i can't wait forever but ill promise you forever if you only come back

How are you doing? it's a mystery Who are you fooling? I know where you'd rather be How are you doing? it's a mystery to me Who are you fooling? I know where you'd rather be Lost in the dark or killed in the park You're halfway to my heart Lost in the dark or killed in the park You're halfway to my heart I knew it before when I loved you much more but I knew it would die I knew it before I loved you much more and I wonder why

hey kids better stay better in school give it your best shot and don't break any rules hey kids just be yourself set some goals in life and you wont need anything else i was once like you and yeah, ive been there too with no clue what to do. wow the time just flew hey kids better stay better in school give it your best shot and don't break any rules hey kids just be yourself set some goals in life and you wont need anything else if i could go back i would not need you i'd know just how to act i would stay in school some day you will grow up you cant ever come back some day you will grow up you cant ever come back dont remember me cause its only pain i bring i was a disease a disease you cannot erase i was just like you just like you were i would stay in school i would have just stayed in school

living alone in a lie don't understand you feel glad cause its what you want able to trip on a dime wondering why it went bad what you want in life living alone in a lie don't understand you're not glad its about to end lost and alone in your life telling yourself its so sad its so sad wondering can it unwind everything turned up so bad its so bad its so bad

closing time is coming around i don't mind if you walk with me closing time is coming around i don't mind if you walk home with me words can't say how much i love you

3 more days til Christmas i think and i don't want to wait another night will be another fight and its starting to get late lets so drink up a little more lets so drink up a little more until it gets you in the poor house you wont know what to do or even know how just drink up until you cant remember anything 3 more days till Christmas i ask you just tell me how you expect me to run out the house?

i saw a picture of you. you looked like shit but that's alright i'm not the hypocrite we really let ourselves go i'm just letting you know i really wanted to tell you what a shame when the price you paid it was your own soul you've got 2 kids and a drug problem whats the plan stan? its about that time again the time were every light goes dim I could try helping you but look at me? everyone's got problems i'm just not that wealthy i wish i was maybe you'd be okay if i was but the price we pay is no different than before i'm just waiting for you to open the door

can a picture taken through a bent piece of glass (call it a lens) could it accurately reflect what had happened at a single moment in time but i never knew that you were going to die it seems to me that your eyes would have to be pretty bent themselves for that to be possible it seems to me that your eyes would have to be pretty bent themselves for that to be possible can human beings who create ugly waves of desire ever become like the sea water that is stirred by the beauty of the moon without realizing it people tend to act in ways that suit only they're best interests and before they know it they turn on all they're real friends to see just how powerful or successful they can become it couldn't always be like that ... things must have been different in the beginning try remembering the feelings you and i had when we first started out

every time you turn around you will see me fall straight into the dirty ground i got no room to crawl every time you around you will see me falling straight into the dirty ground we got no room to crawl

look at me... trying so hard to get over you the chance i'll make it through is so gone you don't have any cigarettes? that's okay i got a few and i can share with you but only if you' want me to dropping out of school swimming in your pool oh i miss those days i regret those days so much trying too hard to impress you for him it was too easy to undress you i hate that fuck oh i hate that fuck i'm ready to take my own life you've already handed me the knife you wont see me ever again i've wrote you about a 100 songs hell i still think i got one of your thongs i'll throw it away just like you threw me away oh it's easy to miss your face you've been passed around all over the place i'm sorry but i'm ashamed im so fucking ashamed of you oh it's tooo easy to miss those eyes you've been passed around by too many different guys i'm sorry but i'm ashamed i'm ashamed that i lost you

it was the time of the day when no one else is awake he drove to madness with no time to spare on again & off again.what else can you do? he wanted to blow some brains out and turn himself to stew so he packed up his things and turned himself around he started heading straight, straight into the ground in his prime he was a good man, never said a word look what hes been turned into just look at his dirty arm well that boy finally got his last fix of all when he pointed that old needle right into his heart

wish me farewell this time alone will be hard. the golden rabbit looks with the fragile in your arms hold him tighter dreams promise nothing. she had it all the time alone will be hard without you fuck my life im so close to empty ive reached the end but who has sent me? you gave me answers to everything wake up please? everyone is gone you are all alone losing lives losing feeling wake up PLEASE?! everyone is gone you are all alone but you have those drug free shoes

enlighten my eyes for i never sleep in death lest at any time my enemy says i have prevailed against him may the mystery witch we have received purify us we beseech through oh our lord and may we be defended by their power through our lord

please dont say those words

keep your hands where i can see them